Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Saturday, October 1st, 2:18 P.M.
Saturday, October 1st, 2:18 P.M.
The headphones I use while listening to my Hipster
broke on Friday, so today I had to go out and get a new pair. I would try to fix my headphones but it's
rather hard to do since after I broke them I chucked them in the irrigation
canal. The water has probably damaged
them more by now than my severing the cable with a trowel did.
There's a big electronics store near the farm, so I
figured I'd go in there and use my osher skills to steal myself a cheap pair of
headphones. Yes, it's not right to use
my osher skills for this purpose, but I used my osher skills to spy on
women. Ask me if I care.
I had picked out a good, cheap, and small pair of
headphones, and was figuring out how to get away with my theft, when I saw
her. Her. That girl with the dark energy I've been
seeing at the farm recently. I don't
know what her name is or have even said hello to her yet. Perhaps I should have done that today. Perhaps this was the opportunity, the only
opportunity, for me to introduce myself.
And I didn't. Damn.
The girl with the dark energy was looking through
the racks, found something she liked, then made her way toward the
registers. I went over and looked at
what she had bought, which I admit is kind of stalkerish. The girl with the dark energy had bought a CD
by Klavier. I think this girl just
became more alluring to me.
Later.
Hato Shurtleff
Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Wednesday, September 28th, 10:07 P.M.
Wednesday, September 28th, 10:07 P.M.
Today I learned something that I don't know quite
how to respond to. Spiker Sullivan has a
TV show where he expounds on the things he discusses on his radio show. Spiker is a verbrecher with a complexion as
white as a can of white house paint. I
believe his exact shade is ivory.
I found out about this tonight when Sam was trying
to find some news. I was in the main
house of the farm cleaning up while Sam was inside watching TV. In his search he fell upon Sly 7 and ran
straight into Spiker's face sitting behind a desk in a studio in downtown Dha
Chathair. Sam's response to this was
both calm and measured. "God damn
it! Who the fuck gave that fuck a
show!"
As Sam continued to fume, Spiker began to say more
things that would piss Sam off.
"Hello, my friends. Tonight,
we will be discussing many things, including the unfolding scandal involving
Representative Antonio. However first, I
feel I must take you on a trip through history."
Spiker then got up from behind his desk and wandered
over to where a monitor was set up which displayed a series of images as Spiker
spoke. The first image was an old faded
photo of a church. "There was a
time, long before you or I were blessed with life, when The Church Of The Lord,
The One And Only Son Of God and the Church of the Holy God were one. All of the people in Dha Chathair and in all
of Dolore believed in the same one true faith.
This faith was simply called the faith and the church was simply called
the church, although most of the time it went without a name. People in Dolore just knew what it was
without having to acknowledge it."
At this point the image behind Spiker changed to the
same old faded photo of a church but this time the picture was torn and
separated down the middle. "Then
the Great Schism happened. A group of
selfish, infantile folks chose to follow a life of unabashed indulgence. These people chose to walk away from the one
and only truth and deceive themselves into believing a false truth."
At this point the image behind Spiker changed to a
group of people, mainly opfers but also some verbrechers, standing in front of
the third branch of the Church of the Holy God.
"These are the people who believe in the false truth. These are the people who delude themselves
that leading an indulgent lifestyle is the way of the Lord, the one and only
son of God. These are the followers of
the Church of the Holy God. These are
the people I'm trying to reach at my rally.
These are the people I'm trying to bring back into the embrace of the
Lord, the one and only son of God."
At this point the image behind Spiker changed to the
logo for the event he was actively promoting.
"The Restoration Of Truth rally
Saturday, October 15th. On that
day, we will bring the truth to the deviants.
We will. You can find out more
about the Restoration Of Truth rally at The Spiker Sullivan Show website, or
the Sly 7 website at Sly7News.co.do.
Coming up, more on the Representative Antonio scandal, including a
possible attempt by people with ties to the leadership of the Church of the
Holy God to squash this story. We'll be
right back."
At this point the show went to commercial, which
gave Sam a break from the loud cursing fit he was engaged in. I found Sam's anger kind of concerning. It's not that I disagree with him, but I've
seen that kind of anger before and I don't like it. I swear, if I didn't have to work with him to
get to Amcan, I wouldn't. October 22nd
better get here quick.
Goodnight.
Hato Shurtleff
Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Tuesday, September 27th, 6:22 P.M.
Tuesday, September 27th, 6:22 P.M.
One of the things they should tell you when you're
doing farm work is don't skip meals.
Harvesting rich, juicy tomatoes on an empty stomach is pure
torture. There were so many times today
when I wanted to take a bite out of a tomato, pluck and eat a couple of kernels
of corn, fall face first into a basket of strawberries, just do anything to
make my stomach stop aching, grumbling, and screaming out loud "FEED
ME!"
It was in the midst of this day long stomach torture
that I noticed something, or rather someone.
I didn't notice this someone because she's a striking beauty, although
she does have a certain amount of physical allure. I noticed this person because of her dark
energy. I can't say for certain what
gives for this quality, but she has it.
She's not evil, just dark, which I find interesting. My level of interest isn't high enough to
where I'd want to get to know this girl, but if it happens to happen I wouldn't
regret it.
Later.
Hato Shurtleff
Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Monday, September 26th, 4:47 A.M.
Monday, September 26th, 4:47 A.M.
I can see myself.
I am watching myself doing something.
I'm standing alone. Alone in a
room. I'm standing alone in a room
staring out a window. Through the window
I can see something. Something I wish I
hadn't. I can see a man. This is a man that I know. I can see this man using something to beat on
a boy. This is a boy I know. This man is using a stick, a pointing stick,
to beat on a boy. I can see this. I can see this through the window I am
looking through. I can see this because
it is right in front of me.
There is a voice.
A woman's voice. I know this
woman. I am hearing a woman's voice
talking to me. I know she is talking to
me because I can hear her calling out to me.
Hato.
Hato.
Hato.
Hato.
She is reaching out to me. I can see her hand. I know this hand. It is Valerie. Valerie is the hand that I see. Valerie is also the voice that I hear. I know this, and I know that the me I am
watching knows this. However, the me I
am watching is not moved. Not moved at
all. Not moved by the woman calling out
to him. Not moved by the woman reaching
out to him. Not moved by the man, the
despicable human being, beating on the boy, my brother.
The hand is about to touch me, just centimeters
away, when I wake up.
This is what woke me up today.
Hato Shurtleff
Lessons Learned From Imcompotence
Lessons
Learned From Incompetence
On
Wednesday, January 9th, the internet at my house went out. Thanks to a foot of snow falling overnight
and the streets around my neighborhood not being plowed, the streets in my
neighborhood were slick and icy. In
these conditions, someone hit a CenturyLink utility box that provides the DSL
internet service to my neighborhood.
This accident is something that could have been easily fixed if
CenturyLink had the proper resources in place to handle the repair. However, due to CenturyLink's complete and
utter incompetence, these resources were not in place, and my neighborhood was
left without CenturyLink service for about a week.
Not being
to access the internet at my house made me very angry. Very angry in deed. If you follow me on Twitter, you are already
well aware of this. In this period of
rage, I do what a lot of people do: I played a lot of video games where I could
kill a lot of people. Wow. Typing that just now makes me feel that my
response was kind of messed up.
As I was
playing video games while my internet was out, I though of a news story that
had broken recently. Electronic Arts has
announced what their strategy was for their upcoming entry in the Sim City
franchise. EA announced that people
playing the game would need to always be connected to the internet. EA said that this was because,
in order for the game to play at optimal level, some of the computing would
have to be done on EA's servers.
Skeptics slammed EA for this move, saying that the Always-On internet
requirement was a way to curb piracy, dismissing what EA was claiming entirely. However, I'd like to take EA statement on
face value, if only for a moment.
Let's say
that the internet was out where I lived, much like the situation that
CenturyLink put me in due to their incompetence. Let's say that I wanted to play video games,
which is what I did during the period of CenturyLink's incompetence. Let's say that I wanted to play the new Sim
City game that I had legitimately bought from a legitimate retailer,
legitimately. Due to EA Always-On
internet requirement, I would be unable to do so. I would be unable to play a game that I had
legitimately bought and that the company who produced the game was still
supporting because of the failings of a third party.
This is
why I do not support cloud based computing.
I do not want to be in a situation where a third party, who's utterly
and unapologetically incompetent, prevents me from accessing something that I
find to be critical. Sure video games
may not be of absolute critical importance, but what if I needed to access my
banking information, or the place that I work, or health care services, or
other things that may lead to actual harm to the lives of myself or the lives
of others? The only person I want to be
at fault if something that I'm responsible for doesn't get done is me. Blaming other people for things not getting
done is a behavior that I don't like seeing in other people, much less in
myself.
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Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Sunday, September 25th, 11:50 A.M.
Sunday, September 25th, 11:50 A.M.
I felt really out of place at church today. Not in the way that I feel out of place in
places where I'm the only opfer in a room full of verbrechers. Nor is it in the way that I usually feel out
of place in church because I'm the only young person in a room full of old
people. At church today everybody was
wearing their Sunday best, suits and nice dresses, while I was dressed in denim
pants and a t-shirt. In that
congregation I stood out like a sore thumb that was dressed in denim pants and
a t-shirt
I wasn't trying to be disrespectful or stand out
from the crowd. Usually when I go to
church, I wear the kind of respectful full suit and tie that, over the course
of the Sunday service, gets soaked in sweat.
I just no longer have that suit.
All the clothes I have are what I'm wearing right now and the work
clothes Sam gave me. My intention is to
get all kinds of stylish new threads to replace the clothes I left in Moenia
Prima, but that won't happen untill I get to Amcan. Untill then I guess I'll have to deal with
the weird looks from the faithful.
When I say that I get weird looks from the faithful
I don't mean the people who go to church with me at the Church of the Holy
God. Those people seem to have embraced
me like a brother. The weird looks I'm
referring to come from the people who go to The Church Of The Lord, The One And
Only Son Of God. The people from The
Church Of The Lord look at the members of any other church with distain, but I
seemed to get the worst of it. What
particularly struck me about this is that most of the people who go to that
church are verbrecher.
After his sermon, I asked The Father why the people
who go to The Church Of The Lord look at us like that. This is what he said:
"My son, the faithful at The Church Of The Lord
are taught that their faith is the one and only true faith. They believe that only by following their
teachings, and only their teachings, can anyone achieve the highest of all high
rewards, entrance into the kingdom of Heaven.
They are also taught that anyone who doesn't follow their faith, and
especially those who know of the faith and willingly choose not to follow their
faith, are going straight to Hell. So,
my son, that's why the followers of The Church Of The Lord don't like us. Although, the looks they're giving us now are
new, and I do not know why they're doing that."
There's a part of me that wants to find out why the
faithful of The Church Of The Lord are looking at us like that, but part of me
is afraid of what will result from it.
Later.
Hato Shurtleff
Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Friday, September 24th, 11:02 P.M.
Friday, September 24th, 11:02 P.M.
I just woke up out of a dream that I don't quite
understand. In my dream I was standing
inside Moenia Prima School #1. The Pee
School. I knew it was the Pee School,
not because I could recognize my surroundings, because of the pervasive urine
stench. I wasn't doing much of anything
in this dream. I was just standing in a
room staring at a window. As I was
staring at this window, a hand reached out toward me. The hand was getting closer and closer to my
shoulder. Once the hand touched me, I
woke up.
I don't know what this dream means. I don't know quite what to make of it. I just don't know.
Later.
Hato Shurtleff
Project Buy A House
Project
Buy A House
One day
in October I saw a bunch of people walking around the neighborhood dressed up
in costumes. Seeing these costumes, I
became slightly giddy, as I usually do on Halloween. Then I looked at my watch. It wasn't Halloween, it was October 17th, and
those weren't Halloween costumes, those were costumes worn by people robbing
the check cashing place/loan shark place just around the corner. This had been happening with some frequency
in the area that I live in, but bandits never ran through my neighborhood when
I was at home. That is when I decided I
needed to move.
The
following January, because I am a lazy fuck, I started my search. I used various iPad apps, found some decent
places, and went looked around. There
were a couple of places that I thought were nice, moderately priced, and were
in neighborhoods where I would likely not get stabbed. I looked over the rent amounts of these
places, then ran these rent amounts against my current budget.
It's not
that I was broke at the time, but if I had moved to any of the places I was
looking at, I would have been. So I put
getting a new apartment on the shelf for a while. However, I still felt like I needed to
move. This was due to more loan shark
places being robbed in my area. Also I
was bored.
In March
I started looking for condos. I figured
that a condo would be more affordable for me, plus I'd eventually pay off a
mortgage, as opposed to rent which would only go up over time. I hooked up with a realtor/well meaning white
dude, and looked at some places.
Previous
to this, I thought I lived in the bad part of the Salt Lake
ValleyMetroComplexVille. I was
wrong. One of the condos I looked at was
in the Rose Park section of Salt Lake.
Due to the large iron gates secured with a magnetized fence, I couldn't
just walk onto the property. This should
have been my first sign. As I was
waiting in my car for the well meaning white dude to show up, a Salt Lake City
police office came screaming past me with it's lights on and siren full
blast. Then another screamed past. Then another.
And another. This was another
sign. This is when I left. I realize now I shouldn't have left the well
meaning white dude there alone waiting for me, but I had to get me and my big
fucking SUV out of the area.
There
were several other condos that I looked at in parts of the valley that were not
heavily crime ridden. A couple of them
were actually pretty nice. I looked at
the price of these condos, figured out what my monthly payment would be,
including HOA, taxes, and other expenses, then ran this amount against my
budget.
Again I
found that if I were to buy a condo at the prices I was looking at, I would be
making myself broke. Rather than putting
the entire idea of buying a house on the shelf, I decided to go about reducing
my expenses.
In the
past in the past ten month, I have been putting more of my money into paying
off debt and less of my money into things that are fun. This has sucked. Hard.
There were times throughout this process that I questioned whether this
was all worth it. Then the loan sharks
would get robbed again, and suddenly my resolve would return.
Have I
accomplished my goal yet? Is this the
blog post where I brag about finally doing this thing that I've been working on
for over a year, and post pics of my brand spanking new house?
No, it
isn't, but I'm getting there. I can feel
myself getting closer everyday.
Frustration still gets at me some times.
If you follow me on Twitter, you know how fervently I want to buy a new
iPhone and chuck the thing I'm currently using as a phone into a fucking
field. I'd also like to chuck my CenturyLink DSFuckingL out the window, but other internet service providers either cost more or have substantially slower speeds. Neither of those things are things that I like or are even okay with, but both of those things make me more resolute in accomplishing my goal. I know that if I keep at
it, eventually this will all pay off.
Every day that I continue pursuing my goal is another day that I get
closer to it. This is the same way I
feel about my sex life.
One day,
one day.
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Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Thursday, September 22nd, 4:37 P.M.
Thursday, September 22nd, 4:37 P.M.
On the outer edges of Dha Chathair sat my
destination, the home of Samuel Nongbu.
Samuel's home isn't like most of the homes in a city of large gray
buildings made of concrete and steel.
First of all, Samuel's property is much larger than your usual office
building. The property easily takes up
an entire city block. Also, things are
grown on this property. Not things like
well manicured grass or flowers planted more for their beauty than their
usefulness. Things like corn, wheat,
soybeans, and barley. On the outer edges
of Dha Chathair sat a farm, a fully functioning farm.
I felt a sense of bewilderment walking onto the
farm. The last time I was on a farm was
when I was a kid, and the only reason I was on the farm was that I was using my
osher skills to steal corn. I walked
down a road running down the center of the property, looking at all the people
working the fields of this farm. Off in
the distance were people packing trucks full of crates with different
vegetables poking out from the top.
Verbrechers and opfers, young and old, all of them working this farm in
harmony. I know I should be uplifted by
this sight, but I can't help but think the only reason that all these people
are working together like this is because of the church. No way would these people be working together
otherwise.
As I was making my way up the road, one of the
workers came to talk to me. "Hello,
brother." That felt odd to me. The only times I had been called
"brother" like that was when Sakoshi was being annoying on purpose.
"Hi."
"Can I help you with something?" This guy was being cheerful and helpful,
which, for some reason, always disturbs me.
"I'm looking for Samuel Nongbu."
"Oh, Farmer Sam." Upon hearing my contact's name, the guy
became even more cheerful, as if that were possible. "Sam's working in the barn today. Just follow this road up to the house up
there and turn right."
"Okay, thank you."
"No problem." Looking back on this exchange, I probably
should have been as cheerful to this guy as he was to me. I'll have to work on that in the future.
I made my way down the road and took the right into
the barn. Once I got inside the barn I
didn't see anybody in it. So, I called
out, "Hello!" No
response. "Hello? I was told Samuel Nongbu was here. Hello?"
I continued walking into the center of the barn, calling out for someone
I didn't know. Then I heard a loud thump
behind me. Quickly I turned around and
saw a verbrecher man about as big as I am had landed behind me. I didn't think, I just reacted. The uppercut that connected with his jaw gave
me just enough time to do a more thorough scan of the barn. Then the man began to speak.
"Eugene told me you might do that."
Still prepared for a fight, I responded,
"What?"
"He told me I shouldn't do my usual spooking
bit 'cause you might clock me one, but I didn't listen to him. The name's Sam, Samuel Nongbu."
Guilt started going through my body when the man
identified himself. "Oh. Oh shit.
I'm sorry. I am so sorry about
hitting you like that."
"Don't worry about it. That'll learn me to sneak up on you like
that. I haven't seen a punch like that
since I stopped watching boxing."
Sam started walking out of the barn.
I didn't know if I should follow him or not untill Samuel said,
"Come on, Hato, I'll show you around." I followed Sam as he showed me all of the
grand and plentiful fields that he found so completely interesting and I
didn't. "Over here is our tomato
harvest. This year we got a bumper crop
of tomatoes."
"Oh.
Neat."
"On the left is out corn fields. They say that an ideal height for a corn
stalk is as high as an elephant's eye, but I dare say ours is taller."
"Yeah, I bet."
"And over there is our soybean field. I'm not a big fan of soybeans, don't see much
use in them, but we sell a lot of them to places in Amcan."
"Speaking of Amcan, when are you going there
again?"
"What, for a shipment?"
"Sure, or whatever."
"Well, Amcan is kind of far away. We only make shipments out there every couple of months or so."
"What about your next shipment?"
"The next one is a shipment of corn to Moenia
Prima. We should be setting of-"
I stopped Sam mid-sentence because I am in no way
interested in going back to Moenia Prima.
"How about the one after that?"
"Ah, that one's a big one. We've got corn, tomatoes, and barley going
out to Trebyer."
I grasped upon that statement. "Yes, Trebyer. When's that going out?"
"Four weeks."
That statement didn't strike me well. "Four weeks? That's a month!"
Sam calmly replied, "Yes, four weeks is a
month."
"Can't you go sooner? Or Amcan, why can't you go there?"
"We don't have a buyer out there right
now. You're going to have to wait."
"To hell with that. I need to get to Amcan now!"
My swearing must have triggered something in
Sam. When he heard what I said, he
stopped the little your of his farm, turned to me, and grabbed me by the
collar. "You are going to wait,
because the work we are doing here is more important than your little
quest."
"Not to me, it isn't."
"Yes, to you your quest is the most important
thing in the world, but to me and everyone who works on this farm, this is more
valuable than anything in this world.
The work we do here, the people we employ, the church programs we fund,
the people we feed, all of that has a significance that we don't want to
sacrifice. Do you understand,
Hato?"
As I looked at Sam's face, exuding with
determination, as well as the slowly gathering crowd of farm workers, I came to
realize that if I wanted to continue in my journey these are the people I had
to work with. "Yes, I
understand."
Once he heard my understanding, Sam let go of my
shirt. "Good. Now, if you want to go on the shipment with
us, I'll ask that you work with us. You
don't have to but-"
I interjected, "It'd be nice if I did."
"Exactly, but that can wait for tomorrow. For now, I invite you to go up to the
house. Get something to eat, maybe take
a shower and get a fresh change of clothes, and, most importantly, relax for a
bit. What you've been through I wouldn't
wish on myself or, for that matter, anyone."
With that, Sam left to go tend to his fields as I
walked toward the house Sam had given me invitation to. What Sam said is stuck in my head, although I
don't think he really needed to say it.
I know that what I went through in Moenia Prima is terrible, that's why
I need to get to Amcan to tell people about it.
That's why I'll be working on a farm for a month. Not because I want to, because I have
to. Telling the people of the world
what's happened and what may still be happening in Moenia Prima is something
that must happen.
Later.
Hato Shurtleff
Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Thursday, September 22nd, 1:21 P.M.
Thursday, September 22nd, 1:21 P.M.
As I was walking toward the place The Father told me
to go to, I fired up the radio program on my Hipster and started scanning
around. There are a couple of decent
stations that play a mix of music I like, but, for some odd reason, I stopped
at the political talk station. Maybe I
stopped on this station because I like torturing myself, because I spent nearly
an hour listening to this one show with this one guy who's one reprehensible
motherfucker. I know I'm basing that on
a first impression and that he might not always be like this, but how can I now
think negatively about you when I hear you say this:
"Hello, my friends. Welcome back to the show on this glorious
Thursday. We should all give thanks to
our Lord, the one and only son of God, for this day. As we give thanks, we should look at those
who do not acknowledge the might and majesty of our Lord, the one and only son
of God. Those who do not acknowledge the
might and majesty of our Lord, the one and only son of God, represent the dregs
of society, of this we are certain. It
is not that those people are irredeemable, redemption is very possible for
those people. It is that they choose not
to be redeemed. Their choice, coupled
with how easily they could redeem themselves, represent a direct insult to our
Lord, the one and only son of God.
“This is The Light with Spiker Sullivan. We'll be back after these messages."
I have a bad feeling about this.
Later.
Hato Shurtleff
Funny Dog Violence
The All
New All Games Radio Store!!!
For a
while now, I have been an active member of the All Games Radio Community. There are many podcasts on AGR that I listen
to, including Dead Pixel Live, Electric SistaHood, R9Cast, and
Cat & Fox. I have chatted online
with the hosts of these shows, and have thoroughly annoyed them, as I do people
in all social situations.
For a
while now, I have been hearing about a redesign of the All Games Radio site,
which can be found at www.allgames.com. On 1/1/13, the new site launched, and it
contained something which a consumer whore like me can appreciate.
Welcome
to The All New All Games Radio Store!!! There are many things
to buy on this store, including...
T-SHIRTS!!!
Yes, the all new All Games Radio T-shirts are in, featuring the all new
All Games Radio logo, designed by the sexy, talented and sexy Esgee.
These
shirts come in many different colours, from white and black to green and
blue. The price for all of the sizes are
the same. Which means you'll pay the
same for the all new All Games Radio T-shirt, whether you are a small thing
like Kitsune:
Or are as
big as a house, like dblueguy:
So go buy
things at The All New All Games Radio Store!!! If you don't, I'll kill this puppy.
Now I
have a chance and they don't. There's an
evil quality to that I can either embrace, rid myself of, or ignore. For once, ignorance is good.
Volume 11
by Hunter Red. Insert witty plug with a
link at the end.
Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Thursday, September 22nd, 11:31 A.M.
Thursday, September 22nd, 11:31 A.M.
The third branch of The Church of the Holy God is
housed in this grand ethereal building with many archways, beautiful stained
glass window displays, and more granite than you'd likely find in an entire
mountainside. The third branch of The
Church of the Holy God has a tremendous resonance quality to it. You can hear every word that is said at the altar
of the church from pretty much anywhere in the building. You can also hear anything else anyone says,
as well as any large noises, including footsteps. The resonance quality of the church is meant
to foster an environment of reverence, mostly due to the fact that when
everyone can hear every little thing that you say you tent to talk less. It also alerts the Father of the church when
somebody enters his church because he can hear even the lightest of his
worshiper's footsteps.
When I entered the third branch church house, I
became aware of how much the sound of my footsteps carried. What I was not aware of was the man, who was
following the sound of my footsteps, walking up behind me. I was approaching the alter, efforting to
quiet my footsteps, when somebody placed a heavy hand on my shoulder. "Hello, my son." I swung around, ready to deliver a blow to
the person behind me. When I saw the man
I intended to attack, I immediately stopped myself. That's just the reaction I have to a tall,
older, opfer gentleman with a big smile on his face. The man looked into my eyes and read me like
a book. "Something is troubling
you, my son."
I looked around the spacious church, to see if we
were alone, before I said, "Are we safe here?"
The man looked perplexed by this. "Excuse me?"
"Are we safe here, because I saw those
uniformed verbrecher mobs with body armor and machine guns, and if we're not
safe here, we need to leave because those people can turn-"
The man placed his hands on my shoulders as a way to
get me to stop my frantic speech.
"Relax, my son, you are safe here.
Come, let's get you something to eat.
I find that a nice turkey sandwich brings peace to my mind."
The man took me back to the church's kitchen where I
could get a bite to eat and talk without everyone in the entire church hearing
what I was saying. After I got situated
and the man put some things together, the man slid a plate with a nice ham and
cheese sandwich over to me and said, "Now, tell me why you're so worried
about the people you saw carrying guns."
I tried saying, "It's not the guns, it's the
verbrechers! Do you now know what
they're doing-" Then the man
stopped me.
"Child, I can't understand what you're saying
with all that food in your mouth. Finish
what you're eating then introduce yourself.
My name is Eugene Ayah, but most people call me The Father."
I spent some time chewing, swallowed, and said,
"Hato. Hato Shurtleff."
"Good.
What brings you here, Hato?"
My reason for being here served as a good point to
tell The Father what had just happened to me, my family, and all the opfers in
Moenia Prima. The Father didn't
interrupt me as I spoke. He just let me
vent and vent and vent untill I could vent no more. Once I was done, The Father began doing what
came naturally to him. He began to give
me comfort.
"Hato, my son, I understand your
apprehension. Let me assure you, you are
safe here. Not just here in this church,
but in the grand city of Dha Chathair."
I was not assured.
"But what about-"
"Those men, with their uniforms and assault
weapons, are police officers, nothing more.
Those men carry those weapons as a crime deterrent, not to elevate one
class of people at the expense of another."
"But they're verbrecher! How am I supposed to trust them after what
they did."
"You need to let that go, my son."
"Let what go?"
"That mindset you just expressed. The way you blame all verbrechers for the
acts of a minority of them."
"But nobody stopped them!"
"Was that because they agree with them, or
because they fear them?"
I took a second to contemplate what The Father has
just said. "You have a point there,
Father."
"Hato, if there's anything I've learned about
people, it's that they're all different.
No two people think the same way, interpret things the same way, come to
the same conclusion in any situation for the same reason. To think that about people is ignorant and
prevents you from doing as the scriptures instruct us to do. To love all of our fellow men, equally and
without question."
The Father's words gave me something to think
about. Doing so only added to the good
feelings I got from my belly being filled with sandwich meat. "Yeah.
I think I do need to work more on loving my fellow man."
"As do we all, my son. What else do you plan to work on?"
"Well, I've been kind of slacking on
maintaining my osher skills. I can feel
my calf muscles starting to atrophy."
The Father smiled at me as he shook his head. "No, I mean work as in job, your role in
society, your purpose."
"The first thing I want to do is get to
Amcan."
"In Velas?"
"Yes."
"Why, my son?"
"To get in contact with the Velas Broadcast
News Service. To tell them, and then the
world, about what I experienced in Moenia Prima."
"Hmmm.
Intriguing. So, what else?"
"Huh?"
"Do you want to go about informing the world as
a side project to your main goal?"
With a tone of determination, I said, "No,
getting to Amcan is all I want to do."
The Father looked boldly into my eyes, as if he was
testing me. "Even if you sacrifice
everything to do so?"
"What else do I have to sacrifice? My family was taken from me, my friends also
taken, I left my home to save myself, the only think I have left is my
life."
"And if it comes to that?"
The weight of the possibility The Father was
bringing up hit me but did not knock me down.
"I pray it doesn't come to that, but my journey, my purpose, is
more important than me."
The Father broke his serious gaze and began fishing
around in my pocket. "I think I can
help you with that." The Father
pulled from his pocket a cell phone.
"Now, we can't send you straight to Amcan, we don't have an airport
and the roads aren't exactly ideal.
However, I do know a man who can direct you on to a contact I have in
Trebyer." The Father found the
address he was looking for and was about to write it down before I took out my
Hipster and put it in my contacts list.
I also found the best walking route to get to this contact, Samuel
Nongbu. When he saw my Hipster, The
Father offered to fill the battery on my device, which he did as I continued to
fill my belly.
My experience with The Father, upon reflection, is
kind of odd. The way that I quickly
trusted him is something I've never really done before. Perhaps what happened in Moenia Prima had
made me vulnerable. Perhaps I was
grasping at the only opportunity I saw to complete my journey. Perhaps I saw my father in The Father, due to
both men being older and calling me son.
Whatever it is, at least now I'm moving forward in my journey, the
journey I must finish if only so I'll have a purpose in life.
Later.
Hato Shurtleff
Volume 11: Part 2- Dha Chathair: Thursday, September 22nd, 9:22 A.M.
Thursday, September 22nd, 9:22 A.M.
Walking around the streets of Dha Chathair, I saw a
pretty even mix of people. Young and
old, well dressed and shabbily dressed, opfer and verbrecher, all mingling and
getting along well. This looked nice to
me but I still had a creeping suspicion in my mind about this situation. The next thing I noticed only amplified my
suspicion. There are people here patrolling
the streets. Verbrechers in uniforms,
body armor, and carrying assault rifles.
After seeing the organized verbrecher mobs in Moenia Prima, seeing even
better organized groups of verbrechers makes me feel like I'm in imminent
danger.
I'm sitting on the front step of the church crafting
this entry. I hope this isn't the last
one. I hope I can continue in my
journey. Most of all, I hope I can find
solace in this place of peace.
Later.
Hato Shurtleff
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